The Clear Light of Day — Part Fifteen

Still waiting to hear from David C Cook if I can continue to put these instalments here — but, for the moment; here you go! x

Sadness and online story-telling

An unforeseen glitch has assailed my online storytelling.

Though I hold the copyright to my work, the rights of it are leased to the publisher.

David C Cook has the rights (and this will include audio and video) to The Clear Light of Day, and Lion Hudson has the rights to A Day and a Life.

The Clear Light of Day was published (the David C Cook edition) in 2008, and A Day and a Life in 2015, since when neither publisher has chosen to take up their rights to produce an audio or video version of either book.

During the time of coronavirus many writers have been reading their work online to cheer up people confined at home — not for money, just to make life better. 

It does, of course, benefit the publisher of the work, since all publishers have been feeling the cold wind of coronavirus times, and people who enjoy what they have heard are more likely to buy a copy of it than are people who have never come across it.

Thus, in my naivety, I thought it would be just fine to read my stories to you online. I wasn't making money out of it — it was just nice. Had you decided to buy a copy of the story because you enjoyed it, well, 75% of the purchase price would go straight into the publisher's pocket. Having no audio or video version of their own to see, you'd have thought they'd be pleased, would you not?

However, today I heard (via my husband; they did not trouble to contact me directly) from Lion Hudson that they have a problem with my reading you my story without their permission.

That being the case, we are seeking permission for the videos to be left up for you to enjoy, but in the meantime I have sadly felt I must take them down. If you were halfway through the story, I am so sorry. If Lion Hudson decide they are willing to allow you to hear it, I'll put the videos back where they were.

Having realised the problem existed, I wrote to David C Cook to ask if it was okay for me to continue with The Clear Light of Day — explaining that I am making no money out of this, it's just for people's happiness and enjoyment. The lady at David C Cook got back to me very quickly, and said she would check and let me know. I'm sure she will — she is a most helpful and dependable person. Just for the moment I have left up The Clear Light of Day videos, while I wait for a response (so, catch up quick if you are two or three instalments behind), but I may have to remove them if David C Cook decide not to give their permission.

If permission is withheld, I'll see if I can get the rights back since neither publisher has chosen to take them up — but they may not agree, I'll just have to see.

And that, friends, is why you have no video with an instalment of the story today. 

If David C Cook come back to me saying it's okay to go ahead, then I'll record the next bit of the story for you as soon as I hear from them.

I am so sorry to disappoint you. 

If they say no, I do have a book of short stories that's gone out of print. I'll read you that.

xx

The Clear Light of Day — Part Fourteen

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Ministry of the Word from The Campfire Church today

This is Tony Collins, my husband.

The Clear Light of Day — Part Thirteen

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The Clear Light of Day — Part Twelve

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There's a mistake in this. Playing it back, I realised I'd said "with incompetence", when I meant "with competence".
My apologies. Jabez was not an incompetent mechanic.

The Clear Light of Day – Part Eleven

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Enabling your spiritual cloud drive

Sometimes you write to me to ask for prayer when you’re going through tough times — whether a long-term slog through family challenges and responsibilities, or health struggles, or difficult times of transition. And of course I will pray for you if you ask me to.

But I thought it might also be helpful to explore an immense source of energy and strength available to us. I’d like to make clear that I am not a master at accessing this; it is there for me, but mostly I have relied on the grace of divine kindness, and on serendipity, in opening its flow into my heart. I haven’t got a system; I don’t know what to do except ask and hope and trust. But I do know it is there — and not just passively there but actively reaching out a helping hand to us.

I think of it, or maybe one should say ‘visualise it’ in a few different ways, and if I explain them all then it may help you to get a handle on what I mean.

Jesus taught us to pray “Thy kingdom come in Earth as it is in Heaven.” 

In the more modern forms of the Lord’s Prayer, we say “on Earth”, but I prefer “in Earth”, because it balances with “in Heaven” — it’s about two realms — which is helpful in this context. 

Think of it like a tree — a big oak or a cedar of Lebanon or a yew tree; something with strong spreading boughs and a correspondingly strong spreading root system. The roots are in Earth and the boughs are in Heaven. In between there isn’t a big space with nothing but fresh air — the roots and branches aren’t separate. The tree trunk connects them (obviously). It is a highway between the roots and the branches, a conduit of nourishment. The Earth nourishes the branches in Heaven, and the dew of Heaven nourishes the whole tree all the way down to its roots in Earth.

We are in Earth, you and I. We are root people. Earth is our home and it is hard for us to imagine any other. But we are part of the whole tree, and the Heavenly aspect is joined on to us, connected to us; we are part of it. We send nourishment up to it from the realm where we are at home, and it nourishes us and keeps us well from its airy, dewy, Heavenly dimension. Here in Earth, we root people for the most part can’t see the boughs and the leaves or even the trunk; we just experience its influence, it is there for us.

I know that is true. Now I want to lay before you something I don’t know is true, but I think is true — I sense is true. I might be wrong; you’ll have to see if it resonates for you.

I believe each one of us here in Earth has a spiritual kindred, belongs to a tribe or clan or family of souls. At any given time, some of us are in Earth and some of us are in Heaven; and we support and help one another. The integrity and courage and compassion that can only be exercised in the Earthly realm with its challenges that belong specifically to physical being (poverty; vulnerability to aggression and accident; the frailty of infancy and old age; disability and sickness; limitation), these increase the wisdom body of our whole family of souls, fitting the ones in the Heavenly realm for the demands of their Earth journey. There is nowhere else to learn this wisdom but Earth; they are relying on us to deepen our skills and mastery.

But equally, they are able to nourish and support us from the Heavenly end of things, seeing our need, coming to our aid, adding in the freedom and joy and light, the better vista and wider perspective that belong to the Heavenly realm. There is a massive great trunk connecting us all the time and allowing constant linking in and interaction. 

I believe the children who are born into Earth through our bodies choose to come through us because of what we can teach them — and sometimes those are hard lessons, because our children do suffer at our hands, through our ignorance and immaturity of soul. Sometimes the fully awake ones may be born down into our unconsciousness to give us a chance to wake up and come alive. Our children are not our property, they are our co-workers, and also our teachers; they are on the team. They come down from the light world into the root world with a tremendous burst of buddha-nature to advance our development and insight.

As well as the image of a tree, I find a placenta to be a useful image. We are not alone in our lives. We are fed and surrounded by our Mother. Spiritual Being is our Mother, carrying us, nourishing us, providing the environment for us to grow. What we are is drawn down from, created from, what she is; and yet, you are yourself and I am myself and your Mother is herself and my Mother is herself.  The nature of Spirit that forms and carries us is particular and specific. We are not left to our own devices, cast adrift; we are not test tube babies. We are enfolded in the womb of life, and our experience is unique, because our Mother and our Self is unique. But there is interconnection.

My friend Pearl, who died a year ago last Christmas, used to speak all the time about what she called “the people upstairs”. And I find that another very helpful visualisation of what I’m describing. We here in Earth, the root people, are downstairs in the house of life; but we’re not living in a bungalow. There’s an upstairs too, and a huge, sweeping, glorious staircase connects us. We are aware of the people upstairs, if we pay attention we dimly hear them moving and speaking. And when the time is right in birth and death, one of us will come downstairs to join the root people or go upstairs to join the light people. 

In the Bible, the letter to the Hebrews speaks about this phenomenon as “the cloud of witnesses”. It’s in chapters 11 and 12, and I recommend you to read the whole of it, but here are snippets (from the RSV):

Chapter 11, v.1:
“Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.”

Chapter 11, v.3:

“By faith we understand that the world was created by the word of God, so that what is seen was made out of things which do not appear.”

Chapter 11, v.13-15, which touches upon our interconnection, and how the Heavenly realm is our place of origin and primary home, and our time in Earth as root people is a sojourn:

“These all died in faith, not having received what was promised, but having seen it and greeted it from afar, and having acknowledged that they were strangers and exiles on the earth. For people who speak thus make it clear that they are seeking a homeland. If they had been thinking of that land from which they had gone out, they would have had opportunity to return. But as it is, they desire a better country, that is, a heavenly one.”

Chapter 11, v. 39-40, which touches upon how our family members upstairs in the realm of light depend on us who live in darkness to nourish and strengthen them, as well as them sustaining and helping us:

“And all these, though well attested by their faith, did not receive what was promised, since God had foreseen something better for us, that apart from us they should not be made perfect.”

Chapter 12, v.1-2, which reminds us to make use of our umbilical cord, our staircase, the trunk of our tree, to strengthen us in our task as root people:

“Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with perseverance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus the pioneer and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.”

And in Chapter 12, vs 12-14, expressing how this unifying structure conjoining Earth and Heaven is for the manifestation of God’s Shalom:

“Therefore lift your drooping hands and strengthen your weak knees, and make straight paths for your feet, so that what is lame may not be put out of joint but rather be healed. Strive for peace with all men, and for the holiness without which no one will see the Lord.”

In modern times, the development of electronics and the internet also give us the perfect visualisation of what I’m describing, in the i-Cloud. Our computers and phones can connect to the i-Cloud, for back-up and storage. It’s there for files that are too big for our devices to handle. It’s there to keep things safe that we might need later. It’s there as a tool for connection and communication, for enabling and empowering. If you want to use it, you have to go into your device’s settings and enable it.

Now, you are not a computer and nor am I. You are not a machine or a device or a tool to be used. You are a living being who proceeds from the mind of God, and you are rooted in Earth as part of the life of the universe, the cosmos. You (as Max Ehrmann put it, in Desiderata) are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars. Not a computer.

However, that said, there are similarities brilliantly helpful for us in thinking about the i-Cloud; except it isn’t a thing, it’s alive. It initiates.

We can draw upon its strength in facing the challenges of our lives, and send our wisdom and reality up to it. It is a store of hope, and a place to put stuff that’s too big for us to handle, stuff that would overwhelm us and crash our personal system. We can send it up there, and download what we need as we need it.

And the correlation, the stairway, the tree-trunk, the umbilical cord between Earth and Heaven is invisible, just as the connection between your phone and the i-Cloud is invisible but is there nonetheless.

There’s something else here we should pay attention to. Viruses, parasites, diseases and all kinds of opportunistic pests. They can invade and destroy. 

A friend of mine who grew up in the South African bush has a memory of when the ants came, a massive invasion, that would have eaten the wooden house they lived in, destroyed their dwelling. His mother lit a ring of fire all around the house, and kept it burning until the ants had gone on their way.

In our bodies there are ways to build and strengthen our immune system that defends us against the viruses and bacteria and fungi that take us down if we don’t manage our Earth house correctly.

In the same way, the invisible realm has its viruses and parasites, its bacteria and fungi, against which we need to be defended.

They are not bad — evil. Nothing is. They have their place, but it is not inside us. For this reason, I do not recommend you try to enable your spiritual i-Cloud through ouija boards or channelling or spiritualism. Don’t reach out into the unknown asking, “Hello? Are you there?” Don’t just download anything in the hopes it’ll all be okay.

Our strength and protection is in Jesus. Our safety is in his Name. In his death on the cross, he opened for us the new and living way.  By his body, his life stretched out upon it, he made the cross into our Heaven tree, the bridge between Heaven and Earth, the staircase between upstairs and downstairs, the safe and virus-protected access to the i-Cloud, the realm of light.

Go through his Name. As the Bible says in Proverbs 18.10: “The Name of the Lord is a strong tower; the righteous runs into it and is safe”. 

Go via the Name of the Lord.

If you remember, the Name of the Lord in the Bible is “I am that I am”. It’s not a label, a moniker like Simon or Elizabeth. You cannot put a handle on God, The divine nature is both too magnificent and too subtle to label. Because God is not created, you cannot name the divine mystery. The Name of God is God’s own self. And Jesus, who was the Monad, the Cosmic Christ, the Only Son of God, also bore the Name of God, the I Am. 

He said: I Am the Way, the Truth and the Life. When we travel through him, we are safe-guarded, we journey safely in the new and living way. He provides our anti-virus protection. If you go through him, you will be safe.

So how do we enable it, our spiritual i-Cloud drive?

I’m not sure of all the ways, and I haven’t met anyone whose teaching on this I absolutely trust, but this is what I think.

We ASK. We turn on the connection by just asking. “Behold, I stand at the door and knock,” says Jesus in Revelation 3.20. “If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with them and they with me.”

We are what we eat. Our food is the building material of our being. When we sit down together with Jesus and share our food, we become one with Jesus. We manifest communion.

Jesus not only opened the new and living way, he is it. This is what the Bible means when it says (Colossians 1.19-20 RSV) “For in him all the fulness of God was pleased to dwell, and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether on earth or in heaven, making peace by the blood of his cross.”

He is the vine, and we branch out from him in roots and shoots, and our life is secured by routing through him.

So, we ASK. We invite him in.

The second thing we do is PRACTICE.

Habit establishes and strengthens. If we make a habit of listening and noticing, of seeing the signs and asking for guidance, if we develop habits if solitude, silence and simplicity so the subtle air of heaven is not polluted by accumulation, acquisition, over-commitment and noise, we remain open to receive and to offer up

We ASK and we PRACTICE.

The third thing we do is BELIEVE. 

If someone has an i-phone and you tell then they can enable access to the i-Cloud in Settings and they won’t do it — they don’t believe you and they think you’re talking rubbish, well, that’s how things stay. Seeing is not believing — believing is seeing. Enable it and start to use it, and then you’ll see.

And lastly a caveat. Don’t run away with the idea that, when you’ve enabled your connection and you’ve asked, and you’re practicing and believing, everything will now be hunky dory and go swimmingly in your life for evermore. That’s not the point of it.  Remember that it’s here in Earth that we learn courage, faith, patience and compassion and integrity. How do we learn these things? Through adversity. The Cloud of Witnesses, the People Upstairs, the branches of the Heaven Tree, our spiritual i-Cloud drive — these are not there to remove adversity from our life, but to strengthen us as we pass through it.

As Psalm 84 says, “How blessed are those who, going through the Valley of Baca (bitterness, adversity), find it to be a place of springs.” The People Upstairs have a bird’s eye view; they can see where the springs are.

As Paul in 2 Corinthians 12 says: “He said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ I will all the more gladly boast of my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities; for when I am weak, then I am strong.”

The force is strong in a Jedi knight, not to help him sit on the couch eating pizza and watching re-runs of soaps, but for developing mastery as a warrior of the resistance. And yes, the Empire strikes back. The slime mould of Mammon is a problem. But resist; the Force will be with you.

Find the kindred. They are here, both in Earth and in Heaven, and the new and living way between those realms is open and found in Jesus.

Look for the kindred of the quiet way. They will be hidden, and their lives may be small, but they are with you.

I hope this is helpful for your daily practice.

xx

The Clear Light of Day — Part Ten

Phew! Electronic glitchcraft defeated. For now . . .



Here's the next instalment of our story.

The Clear Light of Day — Part Nine

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Apologies — I recorded this on my phone for better sound quality, then my phone storage filled up and the video cut out a few seconds before the end. Sigh.

In a few weeks I can re-enable my i-Cloud storage and be able to do longer videos, but it got filled up and I had to disable it or go on to a paid tariff. So I'm waiting . . . Electronics, eh? The blessing and bane of our day! 

Bless you anyway, and for the end of the truncated prayer — Amen! x